a piece of cake and candle
put in front of her
she smiled and played with the fire
ready to burn her finger
a miror in front of her
put nicely face her
to see streight herself like twins
she smiled softly to the shadow
this shadow she smiled and say "happy birthday"
at least only her for her this night
dark night with one candle
then she blew up the candle
it became dark..
she slosed her eyes pretend as if nowhere
with yellow crowd saying Happy b'day
givin warmth for this precious day
it's better for imagination at least
her brain never goes to dark...
a piece of cake and candle
for you, shadow
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paling sedih kalau ulang tahun ga ada siapa2.. ga ada yang ada di depan lo phisically,,sendiri,, yeah,, my 18th b'day seems to be like that,, gw ngerayain itu sendiri di resto ramen deket tempat les gw. ga ada sms satu pun..ga ada telpon satupun.. akhirnya gw taro sumpit dan bikin bentuk orang depan gw sendiri dan cermi,, lalu bilang ke diri gw sendiri "happy b'day gyoza..current wish for you is to be strong walking by your own feet.."..
umur 19 taun.. at least ortu dan broderwick yang inget,, gw nangis dan nolak buat ngerayain ultah gw..dan umur 20 taun gw terharu.. banyak bgt yang ucapin gw selamat ulang tahun.. :),,bahkan gw bisa ultah di 'sana' dan sama2 org y berharga buat gw..
i wonder somehow,, ketika gw bikin party ada yg mo dateng.. gw sedih setiap kali gw ngajak temen2 gw ngumpul,, ke rumah gw,, ato entah makan dimana,, entah ketemu dimana, semua beakhir akhirnya gw yg makan sendiri.. beberapa saat ini hal seperti ini terus menerus terjadi..gw ngerti si alesan mereka..gpp..but,, it just like my 18th b'day replayed,,
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